He Sowed She Sewed

I’m sure countless devotionals and numerous essays have been written by Christian

hunters – drawing parallels between hunting and the Christian life, or sharing deep

insights learned while sitting in the stillness of the deer stand. I’m not going for

originality here – but I figure – since I just shot the first deer of my life, perhaps a

little reflection is in order. I’ll share two things.

First, I can’t control everything, not least of which are wild animals and God’s good

creation. I mean, seriously, I can’t tell you how frustrating it was to know I was

doing a lot of things right: Arriving at the stand well before sunrise. Choosing a

location with good deer traffic and lots of activity on the trail cams. Sitting silently

and listening intently for the sound of a stick popping in the woods. I can do all that,

and yet, I can’t make a deer walk out of the woods. I can’t make it choose the trail in

front of me instead of the one just outside of my line of sight. I can’t make that buck

just curious enough to wander beyond the willows and award me a clean shot.

I just can’t control everything. And it’s good. God made wild animals wild and he

granted a certain amount of freedom and unpredictability to his creation, so that we

humans wouldn’t get any illusions about being gods. That’s a good reminder.

But what can I control? Hunting these last three years, and only just now getting my

first deer in the final week of the season, I’ve learned to take ownership of two

things: My effort and my attitude.

I can’t control the deer, but I can control my own effort. Rather than giving up and

tossing the guns in the locker for another year, I can keep trying – whether wading

into the cold before daybreak or sitting silently through the sunset, I can at least find

assurance in the fact that I was making the proper effort. I was doing what I could

do.

And the second thing I can control is my attitude. Despite countless walks back to

the truck empty handed, repeated conversations with the refrain, “Nothing yet,” and

several sad stares from my kids who wanted so desperately to see a deer, I could

still choose joy. It was always a good hunt. The snowshoe hair playing beneath the

tree stand was an awesome gift. The vibrant and varied colors on the horizon at the

day’s bookends were always a blessing, and the Super Moon staring at me from

behind the barren aspens was an enormous reward. It was always a good hunt.

And when I did finally get my deer, it was a great hunt. Thank you, Lord.

We headed to Sunday School and church on Sunday morning.  After church we had lunch and Jared and the girls headed to hockey practice.  He is coaching them this year since the baby makes his/her arrival in a few weeks.

Hudson and I took an hour nap and then I had to decide what to do.  Should we just hang around the house get things organized and cleaned up?  Should I head to an enclosed stand with Hudson?  Should I head out to an open stand? Should we head to the field north of town.  We are VERY fortunate to have so many generous friends that have opened up their hunting land to us.  But it does make it a challenge when deciding where to go.

I decided to try a new spot.  One of my girlfriends had offered at church that morning that I could head out to her field.  Since Jared would be getting home with the girls, I told him to meet me at their house, in case I saw a doe to shoot.  Since her two kids had each been successful in that field and my 37 week body was getting a bit tired of this whole head out into the woods every waking moment thing- I decided to head out with Hudson to hopefully get this taken care of.  It was a beautiful, sunny, 58 degree afternoon and we arrived at her house at 3pm.  She offered to play with Hudson in their house and on their playground while her husband led me and my 30-06 to the deer stand a few minutes walk from their house.  As we neared the stand we noticed there were already 4 deer in the field!  We headed up into the stand and the deer left the field.  I thought to myself, darn it, I guess this isn’t going to happen- I thought this because whenever I had seen deer previously, they vanished into the woods to never return.  He reassured me that they would be back within a half hour.  Okay, if you say so.

Sure enough in about ten minutes, one fawn then another came out of the woods followed my their mom.  Then another four deer leapt and bounded playfully into the sunshine.

They were all about 150 yards away, hugging the edge of the field.  He asked me if I left comfortable with this shot.  Uh, no. I have no idea if I can actually do this!  This is not a “comfortable” situation for me!  But yes, this was going to be it- that was going to be the time where I took my first shot.

The deer were heading toward our right and further away.  It had to be now.  I raised up my gun and realized that I hadn’t been breathing.  He reminded me that I should probably breathe a bit before this shot.  Oh yeah, right.  Breathe.  Yes breathe.  I had the barrel of the gun resting on his coat and the ledge of the stand.  Which deer to take?  All the deer had passed into the shadows except for one that was still in the sun.  There seemed to be a glowing spotlight on the deer that was the one for me.  This was it.  I aimed the crosshairs of the scope on this unsuspecting animal.  It was facing the the left, perfectly horizontal to me.  I took a deep breathe, got brave, aimed right behind it’s front left leg and fired the shot.  The animal immediately dropped to the ground like a ton of bricks.  The deer stand was smoky and smelled like fireworks.  I kept staring a the deer, it was dead… right???  Nice shot he said!  “Way to go” and gave me a high five.  I had done it!  It was over.

This was my first successful hunt.  All that waiting and time and patience and I had a deer.

We headed across the field 120 yards to my deer.  Yes, my deer.  I had shot it straight through the lungs and nicked it’s heart.  He noticed that the deer was not actually a doe but a button buck.

Hudson and the rest of our families headed out on foot and on the four-wheeler to see what had transpired since they had heard the shot.

They were almost as happy as I felt.  It was very fun to be able to share this event with so many people who were excited for me.

Now I can sleep in, put away my hunting boots and wash my hunting clothes.

Although it would have been fun if my first deer was a monster buck that I shot after getting to an open deer stand at 5am, with temperatures in the teens. It would have been a better story if I was stalking this 12 point buck through the brambles etc, but to be perfectly honest- I am completely happy I had a successful hunt and got a deer.  We will have meat in the freezer and I made it through hunting without inducing labor =)  What a great way to start off my years of hunting challenges.

Thanks everyone for pulling for me.  Now it is Jared’s turn to get his buck.  Since my buck was just a button buck we had to use his doe tag. Thanks Jared for letting me use it.  I hope you get to tell your story here soon.

Although I was hoping to have some good and tangible proof of our hunting outings but this is not the case yet.  Neither Jared or I have seen a buck but I have seen a few does that would have been a difficult shot.  Since Jared has the doe tag I can shoot a doe if we are in the same hunting party.

We have definitely put our time into this hunting week.  It is hard to take a morning or evening off since, you never know when that deer will be walking right past your deer stand or in good range of the spot you picked on the edge of the field.

I have had some shoulda, woulda, coulda moments over the past week but ultimately, I want my first kill to be a good one.  I am learning this whole hunting thing slowly but surely.

On to another thought that I have been thinking through this week…

Here is the deal:

EVERY MOM SHOULD HUNT!!!

Why? Here is Why:

Every mom should hunt because you get to head out into nature, real- true outside beauty and sit.

As a mom (yes dads too- but work with me) there are always 37 things you should be doing.  You should be doing the laundry, preparing the next meal, cleaning the house, cleaning the car, shopping for groceries so you have some food when you get around to preparing the next meal, washing the dishes, sweeping, checking homework- when is this feather project due again Sophie?…you should be reading to the kids and giving them a bath and taking them to hockey practice and selling those dang raffle tickets so you can afford hockey and you should be checking to see if the chickens have water and making sure the kids feel loved and that the laundry is finally switched from the washer to the dryer after forgetting about it overnight.

So yes- there are a lot of things we SHOULD be doing.  A mother will NEVER ever say, I am going to sit in this house for the next three hours and not do anything.  No. That would be weird and also quite impossible.  BUT when you go hunting- your JOB is to sit still, be quiet and hunt.  If you are sitting in a deer stand your JOB at that time is to scan the perimeter, pay attention, and hang out.  When, as a mother, are you allowed to do that??? The answer is never.

Hunting is exciting, since you never know when a deer will walk out of the woods and step in front of that huge balsam tree that looks like an old man.

I have done more thinking in the past week than ever before and yes thinking and not being entertained or running around can be challenging but it is good for me.  It would be good for everyone to sit in a deer stand for a couple weeks each year.  Be still and quiet.  I love hunting and although- you could call it sitting around outside with a hunting rifle, since we have never shot a deer, I still love it.  Here is to one more week of beautiful northern MN wilderness hunting.  Although we hope we have some venison and a good story to tell- all will not be lost if things don’t go our way.  Good luck to you hunters, enjoy the great outdoors.

A week of hunting pics-

This was hunting opener sunrise, as well as my hunting teacher’s, brother’s deer:

Hudson fell asleep after an evening hunt with Jared:

I love morning hunting. The dark and cold woods gives life to a sunrise and then daybreak:

Aleah helping me out after school:

My friend missed a shot in the morning while we were hunting together and then she got this one later the same afternoon.  Since we don’t have a mall or trampoline park in town, I brought the kids to see the deer after school on Friday.  See!  We do have fun up here in the north!

This morning:

The two headed hunting monster!

Jared and I are newby hunters.  Jared has two hunting seasons under his belt while last year was my first.  We’ve only been allowed to shoot bucks these last few seasons; which means even though you will see approximately 10,384 does while sitting up in your deer stand, you must wait out your days in the woods while hoping a buck will meander your way.

This year is different and more favorable since we have some good buck leads and especially since Jared won a doe tag in the lottery.  Yes, I suppose we are gamblers up here.  Folks around here call a doe tag “meat insurance.”  We will have failed greatly if we don’t end up with a deer for our freezer.

How on earth as a 30 year old did I get the “I want to go hunting” itch?

Yes, great question.  I am a part of a small group of lovely ladies who do awesome activities such as camping, study the bible, venting , cliff jumping, eating good food and yes- we had an afternoon after church last year where a few ladies brought their hunting rifles to site (and their handguns as well).  I was a bit perplexed that we were doing this but went along since, why not?

They got out the sawhorse and targets and taught me some essential safety lessons.  My friend fired off a shot, I couldn’t believe how loud it was!  Next it was my turn- was I really going to shoot this gun?  Just breathe.  I fired off one shot, then the next.  What an adrenaline rush.  To my surprise I realized that I could not only hit the target but pretty close to the middle of the target.  One reason I had never wanted to hunt before (let alone that my family didn’t hunt) was that I assumed if I even went hunting I would shoot off the leg of a poor deer that would be forced to hobble around the woods for the rest of its poor miserable life.  In seeing that I might be able to hit and kill the deer I got a bit more excited about this whole hunting business.

I actually went home from that time with my friends and immediately began my online hunters safety course.  People born after 1980 must all take this course.

In Jared and my combined three years of hunting we have come out empty handed.  Hunting season begins again this Saturday morning at dawn.  I get to go out opening morning while Jared is taking the afternoon/evening hunt.

Our hunting clothes have been washed in scent-off, and are currently drying the the outdoor breeze.  What a beautiful sight

Wish us luck, hunting season 2016- here we come.